Let's Uncomplicate: He said, She said.

He needed her, he told her so...

She felt happy around him and comforted him right...

He stood there right beside her, became a mountain when she feared, made a river run through her heart where it was raw and made it bright...

They knew what they wanted and they told each other so, understood the differences that life telecasts on its winter nights show...

Plans they did make for days were to grow bright, but never caged the thoughts for fear it may not take flight

Stay, she said, be there, alright? That thing called love, comes too easy and fills me with fright...

He chuckled and nodded and told her he would, if he ever had to run, he'd catch that hand and scoot... 

So they dreamt of what was once forbidden, rewrote their fairy-tale, what was not once in their control was now here to stay...

And smiled, because they had something to keep their souls warm, while the world kept guessing what was the sudden wonder all about..
Mirror images became real and they saw themselves as one, they had it all figured out finally, love's final lap was re-run...

Dear Me......Love, Me :)

The best thing that that I have liked about myself in this lifetime is to be able to see two sides of a situation perfectly well. Its like I can look at myself doing what I am and watch how my alter ego comes to my rescue. Its so cool when you can be your own guardian angel. I remember how in one of my posts I mentioned the importance of being with oneself at the right time and I am glad am able to execute this thought so well. 

I think we all need a ‘Soul Armour’ today, to say one's trust has been broken and feel bad about it has become a thing of the stone-age era.  So am picking my own armour to safeguard me, for the times that I know I need to be that tad bit stronger. I hereby promise myself that I will be there for me, because at the end of the day its all about how you see yourself. 

I am a woman with a plan and have learnt that the most important things in life don't just include being desired by people who make you happy but also include how you know to make yourself happy. So I've lived almost a quarter of my life and have been through the much acclaimed ‘Quarter Life Crisis’ through the trial and error method and I feel happy about the fact that I keep getting better at testing myself.

I guess its a Gemini thing, or maybe just a me thing! I hope we all find our sole-soul armours and probably life would be a tad bit more cushiony! Cheers! J

Don't look back in anger I remembered you say...

You learn to walk on the left side of the pedestrian crossing, once a charred memory comes into play.
Embers of  time whisking you by their side and again they lead to the incandescent dreams in the dark.  Get up, walk and don't look back.

Was it the world or was it you? Fought much? Smashed. Get up, walk and don't look back.

Conversations laced with the truth of wine drops, frail but honest. Shared much? Now hollow. Get up, walk and don't look back.

And you were here, but you were there, Deja vu much? Reality bites. Get up, walk and don't look back.

Saline promises always made to revive, dehydrated much? Shrunken desires. Get up, walk and don't look back.

Stumble again and one more time, remembered again in this lifetime? Keep that faith. Don't look back in anger, I remembered you say.

That Soul, My Dream Catcher...

We all are imperfect so is he, a tribute to a heartless memory this post be...
Destiny and Karma go hand in hand, this time boy you goofed up bad...
Thy Love's forbidden, thy love's so true, it hurts now baby to be with you...

I can't get enough of this trance...you're a vivid reality I would never want to pass...
But you're like a story read one chapter at a time, if I could go on I would write you, to never let you be the end of that book...
I live you in the state between my dreams and senses, this is how it actually looks...

Let my love unfurl as much...now that its a one sided story its pretty much cursed...
I've tasted your soul, you've tasted my blood, we lived together and shared so much...
Be my soul catcher will you now? Fade away in the eternal light with me?
Pray lets make a reality of the lost memory and guide me back to where I should be...


- The White Owl Lover

Its Thanksgiving Day...

I believe that nothing really dies instantly...it fades away. It needs to fade away so that it can be gotten over with permanently. Last year has been so awesomely and in certain places tragically crazy. Its funny for someone who always had a thought to pen down fell short of words to express. I guess it happened so as they were the most epic moments of my life.

Okay just to let you know, this blog is nothing to do with an expression of remorse in any form. Its my self made thanksgiving day today and I want to take this moment to remember it all. I truly feel evolved as a better being on today's date. I am happier, even better focussed and so much more full of life. I think I've finally found my comfort zone of people that keep me going in spite of the odds.

At a point when my world was being guided by pretty random decisions I was pretty surprised to realise that they were exactly the things that I always wanted to achieve. With every passing year its a check on my bucket list and its truly an awesome feeling.

There so many things waiting to be realised in the next coming years, and am I raring to make it awesome in my own signature style.

Now the important part, certain times you will be reminded of a memory or more about your past. Plausible it is, as we humans love thinking about whats gone by us and whats coming next rather than living in the moment.

So, what do we do? Well,I won't suggest to not live in the past, make sure a part of you does, you know that's where all your gathered wisdom stems from. Let a small part of you belong in there to remind you of what better you can do or are doing for whatever purpose you have in life.

Dream a bit about your future, I believe that long term thinking matters as well, coz if you don't dream you don't really live.

Finally let a major part of you live for the day. When you are around people, see, observe, interact. Feel the moment well and at night when you're back on your comfy beds think about your other world where its only you and thoughts you are waiting to make happen.

Right now Iam looking forward to 'going with the flow'- a very wise guy told me this once. He happens to be the love of my life and I love the way that every time I am shrouded by some mysterious problem (which appears to be more the anticipatory bit of things going wrong rather than they actually happening) this mantra comes to my rescue. So yes I am and will continue to follow it. Make my world a better place and well If I happen to know you or influence you in any way I hope i can pass it on to you as well.

Happy Thanksgiving to yourself folks...I hope each of us makes it big in whatever ventures we have in mind. 2012 is waiting to happen so MAKE IT HAPPEN!

God Speed.

With Love- Your alter ego.

Phew! I finally managed to get down and put forth my thoughts.I have realized something off late I am not motivated enough to write, something which I loved doing at one point of time. This is very sad indeed, as putting forth words to express myself is something I need to do as thats where I locate my comfort zone and I'd have to admit that I am pretty uncomfortable off late.

Yeah so whats it this time that I want to share, I ask this to myself and then a completely contradictory statement stems up, Do I actually want to share it or I can live with it and possibly push it to the darkest corner of my head, you're running away and avoiding stuff a part of me says that. Okay, hang on I have thought about issues and what it could take from my end to reform it and if it doesn't work out that ways I step aside and start things afresh. The point being my stepping aside won't help me eventually, one truth I've realized is that after a point of time there will be a relapse of situations, statements and emotions. I need a kind of a new freedom that stems from someone making the effort to come and step inside and be a part of this world that I have created for myself after a lot of changes in it in the construction phase. I don't find a craving anymore in me to go out there and make and effort to make things happen. I wonder what happened to the insanity and the passion that once thrived in me. I am taking a chill for things working out, those who'd make their effort are most welcome to be a part of this world, my world where I am me, in my purest form of mind and emotion. I ask myself at times am I ready enough to be there all for myself and forget people whos lives are deeply entwined with mine, I hear my selfish alter ego whispering,sure you are as long as you know they will there standing in the corner where you'd be leaving them, waiting for you hoping against all odds that you will be back for them someday. Then another side goes on to say sweetheart you know you can't live with the guilt of hurting an innocent soul, so stop and be there. Okay so its decided I can play fair,I take some I give some. That ways I don't live with any regrets ever.

So what am I doing next? Guess I'd just be gallavanting to the nearby store and drop in for a read and get myself a nice cuppa coffee, cheers to a totally unplanned life! :)

Welcome to my playground.....be sure to follow the teeny rules, we dont want anyone to get hurt...do we now? ;)

This space has been empty for too long now.....I have possibly collected and refreshed what I've wanted to post for a zillion times already....the wine of thoughts is being preserved in the cellar of grey matter....

Things are ready to hit the right place...watch out for this space, let this shadow be your guide,if you're planning to catch this thought,Let me tell you i have never been able to catch mine and I guess thats what makes my life awesome and me unique in my own eyes....Iam the Summer fish and you're the trout...

I've never felt so free in life and ready to take things I reckon from my perspective in one go....Iam prepared now....If you have a perspective to share you're most welcome, if you want to be judgmental you're on the wrong page sweetheart....

I love playing with alphabets and words, cause I express my world best that ways.....Want me to express further? Well....We all can Wait and Watch out.....I promise you I wont disappoint.....

The Summer Fish Returns and shes gonna love you like never before.....XOXO