You-The Cure and the Cause

You,
The yellow sun of a lazy winter afternoon,
A hushed laughter,
The aroma of a freshly baked apple pie,
A slowly read prayer,
A half drunk glass of wine,
A childhood memory,
Rain washed green leaves,
An Oasis track on repeat,
An incomplete handwritten letter.

You,
A cool summer breeze,
A thousand circles in a water puddle,
Moonbeams weaved of precious dreams,
The familiar and the mystery,
An unimaginable colour,
A treasure-trove of secrets,
The adrenaline to my rush,
The lullaby to my sleep,
A fairy-tale for now,

You, my muse for a lifetime...

The 13th of Beginnings

13th July 2013 was a quite a day when I took a giant leap of faith. A second chance to a life-changing decision was taken by me on this day and today as I think in retrospection about the year gone by, I could not have been more pleased with myself.

We people are weird and the moments we share with each other affect us in ways even weirder. We all want to love, communicate, share, be cared for, make life goals and aspire to reach them, travel, learn a new hobby, find our deeper purpose. In the gradual chase of the daily rat race we all like to slow down once every while and breathe in the freshness of things which actually matter, with the people who actually make a difference to our lives. I am glad that I made a decision on this very day to let myself find a route back to myself where being in love would no longer be the ruling factor but living in harmony would. Funnily I think the latter brings with itself the former and not the other way round. 

I've met a lot of people in life who I have obsessed about, I use the word obsess here because I finally know the difference in truly being there with someone than simply allowing the mind to go beyond the realms of logic and stay besotted. I can safely say I understand what really brings about that inner peace. The year gone by in the company of this very special person makes me realise how glad I am to know somebody who brings me joy, inner peace and lets me be how I am without any inhibitions. I am glad we have each other through the crazy and the nasty and are able to balance out the harmony scale without tipping it over the edge. 

Its been a completely roller coaster year for me and I don't mind doing a round 2 of it if we are in this together. This one's not for just me or you but for us.You make me happy and you know this, we are a year down today and I get a good vibe about this one :)