This space has been empty for too long now.....I have possibly collected and refreshed what I've wanted to post for a zillion times already....the wine of thoughts is being preserved in the cellar of grey matter....
Things are ready to hit the right place...watch out for this space, let this shadow be your guide,if you're planning to catch this thought,Let me tell you i have never been able to catch mine and I guess thats what makes my life awesome and me unique in my own eyes....Iam the Summer fish and you're the trout...
I've never felt so free in life and ready to take things I reckon from my perspective in one go....Iam prepared now....If you have a perspective to share you're most welcome, if you want to be judgmental you're on the wrong page sweetheart....
I love playing with alphabets and words, cause I express my world best that ways.....Want me to express further? Well....We all can Wait and Watch out.....I promise you I wont disappoint.....
The Summer Fish Returns and shes gonna love you like never before.....XOXO
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN........
Found myself raking a few memories whilst listening to my daily play list, now its weird alright cause i could laugh and cry at the same time. Mixed Emotions yes they are, at the same time it helped me get a reality check. One more miscalculated risk taken, and now I realize it has a very grim chance of success. I have seen the special people in my life change time and again,and now I realize its probably cause I always chose to be way too honest with them.Crime does not pay and the truth well it makes you pay these days.
Between emotions and ego I prefer to choose the former, I have one life that I am aware of right now and I want to live it in the most possibly satisfied way not regretting to have kept back what I always wanted to say or do. However there comes a situation in life when if things go wrong between two people, it requires an equal effort to set it right again. Staying quiet, not airing ones opinion, faking, or hiding the truth are simply catalysts to worsen such a kind of situation. Its strange these days how apparent FRIENDS turn out to be FOES in disguise, and its highly painful when people you care for quietly appreciate such losers and feel their hands are tied to speak up and stop whats wrong.
At the end of it all its what one could want, which would stay with you, the hollowness of a namesake friendship or something that was genuine, but just tangled up in misunderstandings, its like that li'l game we play with so many strings tangled up in both our hands, it looks horribly complicated but then we just need to pull one string and alls sorted out. Too bad its a situation I am going through in real life, yes my hands are tied and I even tried approaching someone to set things straight, someone who even though Iam not in touch with anymore still makes a vast amount of difference to me. I have tried my best but like I said earlier, truth these days needs to be justified, at the end of all this I know I have been pushed to various limits of maintaining my sanity, and I have borne it all patiently. Its high time i stop doing this cause every time I have for the people i cared for they have disappointed me by seeing my take as a cause of strife.
I realize what I gave was too much and so Iam taking it back with all my dignity of having proved myself innocent time and again. For the rest of the lot they can very well keep their love for ego and fake people in each of their pockets and forget the genuine ones, cause yes its never going to be easy living with both together. Time has always stood as a testimony for whats true, I know this will be proved in the right sense to all, but maybe it will be too late to undo whats done.
So to all my special people I take my leave from your lives, cause I have always felt suffocated with the hypocrites around us and now i can see the special people turning out to be too. Iam tired of fighting them all alone, anyway be happy, God Bless and if destiny ever gets us to meet again in spite of our trying never to it will probably answer the most thought question of why it happened the way it did and maybe deep down for some or the other reason we'd both miss each other......but then as i said IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN.....
Between emotions and ego I prefer to choose the former, I have one life that I am aware of right now and I want to live it in the most possibly satisfied way not regretting to have kept back what I always wanted to say or do. However there comes a situation in life when if things go wrong between two people, it requires an equal effort to set it right again. Staying quiet, not airing ones opinion, faking, or hiding the truth are simply catalysts to worsen such a kind of situation. Its strange these days how apparent FRIENDS turn out to be FOES in disguise, and its highly painful when people you care for quietly appreciate such losers and feel their hands are tied to speak up and stop whats wrong.
At the end of it all its what one could want, which would stay with you, the hollowness of a namesake friendship or something that was genuine, but just tangled up in misunderstandings, its like that li'l game we play with so many strings tangled up in both our hands, it looks horribly complicated but then we just need to pull one string and alls sorted out. Too bad its a situation I am going through in real life, yes my hands are tied and I even tried approaching someone to set things straight, someone who even though Iam not in touch with anymore still makes a vast amount of difference to me. I have tried my best but like I said earlier, truth these days needs to be justified, at the end of all this I know I have been pushed to various limits of maintaining my sanity, and I have borne it all patiently. Its high time i stop doing this cause every time I have for the people i cared for they have disappointed me by seeing my take as a cause of strife.
I realize what I gave was too much and so Iam taking it back with all my dignity of having proved myself innocent time and again. For the rest of the lot they can very well keep their love for ego and fake people in each of their pockets and forget the genuine ones, cause yes its never going to be easy living with both together. Time has always stood as a testimony for whats true, I know this will be proved in the right sense to all, but maybe it will be too late to undo whats done.
So to all my special people I take my leave from your lives, cause I have always felt suffocated with the hypocrites around us and now i can see the special people turning out to be too. Iam tired of fighting them all alone, anyway be happy, God Bless and if destiny ever gets us to meet again in spite of our trying never to it will probably answer the most thought question of why it happened the way it did and maybe deep down for some or the other reason we'd both miss each other......but then as i said IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN.....
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Of that much talked Silver Lining.....You need not run to the clouds always....
So i've heard the literate masses say stuff to boost their morale during those days when everything seems to go wrong.....it goes ".......but oh well.... Every cloud has a silver lining."
Today we've turned into a bunch of complain boxes, oh we can't take failure in our face and should things not go our way we all are running behind that much hyped 'SILVER LINING' hoping against all odds that things will somehow be alright. Now this term sounds pretty exquisite and it should too for you aren't always as lucky to get it and have things your way. However in this rat race we are losing out on the more dependent and effective ways of self motivation. Think patience? Consider yourself to be the reason to get things shining and not pinning your fancies to that ball of headaches that floats behind you like a shadow! Believe me at this point to wait for some miracle to happen is equivalent to it turning out to be a pleasant day in Kolkata during summers! :/
Lose yourself......Open your trap and speak up where you need to! I’ve seen people blabber endlessly about everything under the sun but when there comes a need to actually ‘TALK’ they turn turtle! Of course they would keep harping on the various miseries that life’s got in store for them and still be in search for that everlasting shine in all the presumptuous places. Well snap out people!! Wake up and see what you are doing to yourself and that perhaps the fault's not with the things,maybe its because of what you are allowing to happen to yourself, its probably the timing. Synchronize and practice this art ‘Be With Yourself At The Right Time’ you would never find anything or anybody more reliable than yourself. In doing so you'll see that's where the silver and gold merge, it becomes Platinum and i am sure when within you lies this rare power of making that difference it would be make no sense to go on a spree for something that's lower, unsure and most importantly in today's world oh so very hypocritical!
I’d conclude narrating my opinion by one last thought that i firmly believe in:
'In life its not always about discovering that silver lining....sometimes you simply need to take your time....and even the most ordinary of things start shining....’
Today we've turned into a bunch of complain boxes, oh we can't take failure in our face and should things not go our way we all are running behind that much hyped 'SILVER LINING' hoping against all odds that things will somehow be alright. Now this term sounds pretty exquisite and it should too for you aren't always as lucky to get it and have things your way. However in this rat race we are losing out on the more dependent and effective ways of self motivation. Think patience? Consider yourself to be the reason to get things shining and not pinning your fancies to that ball of headaches that floats behind you like a shadow! Believe me at this point to wait for some miracle to happen is equivalent to it turning out to be a pleasant day in Kolkata during summers! :/
Lose yourself......Open your trap and speak up where you need to! I’ve seen people blabber endlessly about everything under the sun but when there comes a need to actually ‘TALK’ they turn turtle! Of course they would keep harping on the various miseries that life’s got in store for them and still be in search for that everlasting shine in all the presumptuous places. Well snap out people!! Wake up and see what you are doing to yourself and that perhaps the fault's not with the things,maybe its because of what you are allowing to happen to yourself, its probably the timing. Synchronize and practice this art ‘Be With Yourself At The Right Time’ you would never find anything or anybody more reliable than yourself. In doing so you'll see that's where the silver and gold merge, it becomes Platinum and i am sure when within you lies this rare power of making that difference it would be make no sense to go on a spree for something that's lower, unsure and most importantly in today's world oh so very hypocritical!
I’d conclude narrating my opinion by one last thought that i firmly believe in:
'In life its not always about discovering that silver lining....sometimes you simply need to take your time....and even the most ordinary of things start shining....’
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
To you MEJOR AMIGO.......for teaching me the ABC of Friendship....
So we all have that one Best Friend.....the one that makes us want to do all that's good for us.....the one that makes us believe that fairy tales can be converted into reality.Who seems to be our guiding light....and if its any one we can blindly chose over our Gfs or Bfs.....well its them alright. We can talk for hours together straight.....practically about nothing productive yet discovering some inspiration in that unproductiveness to get going under life's trying times.
I too have a best friend......things were pretty similar in the past like us meeting frequently......exchange of opinions........discussing on our favourite topic 'LIFE'......i actually found the best memories of my life,in those simple moments......learning to value and appreciate the best things in life and not taking it for granted.....iam actually rewinding life almost 4 years back....and i can imagine every incident too vividly for its time of occurance.
Today however things aren't the same no more.......we talk like once in a blue moon's BLUE moon, priorities are now different ,new responsibilities have set in......yes many things have changed.The question arising now is that why i chose to write about it today after all these years......well its because in all this time i could actually not find anybody to fill in the void that was left by you.......i guess somethings are naturally perfect.........when silence is understood so well.....when eyes are read well.....when smiles are distinguished well from fake and genuine ones......when the hands are kept on the shoulder to let one know that somebody's there to care......and a hug is given without asking for it........a relation couldn't be more well defined and cherished.....yes even today i find this the purest and one of the most perfect relation.......this friendship was....is and forever will be perfect and special.
Today i missed you and those wonderful days when to talk to you i only needed to open my door and step out......dont know why i did so suddenly.....but yes since i did i thought i'd pen it down. So today my best friend all i would want to say to you is A BIG THANK YOU for you gave me some of the best moments of my life......it will be treasured till the end of time......this ones for YOU......for whats true.....and unmistakably priceless. Cause of you i still remember the thank you's i say at every shop after buying stuff.......i remember not to take my parents for granted anytime......i've learnt to cherish the simplest moments of life.......enjoy the rainfalls and sunsets......have learnt to forgive and forget.......learnt to trust guided instincts.....tried to find some positivity in every negative aspect....
Things are definetly not the same no more..........this term as you said may even turn out to be invalid........but then like i always said for me......You were.......are......and will be always be 'The Best Friend' I ever could have.....Be happy.....God bless!!
I too have a best friend......things were pretty similar in the past like us meeting frequently......exchange of opinions........discussing on our favourite topic 'LIFE'......i actually found the best memories of my life,in those simple moments......learning to value and appreciate the best things in life and not taking it for granted.....iam actually rewinding life almost 4 years back....and i can imagine every incident too vividly for its time of occurance.
Today however things aren't the same no more.......we talk like once in a blue moon's BLUE moon, priorities are now different ,new responsibilities have set in......yes many things have changed.The question arising now is that why i chose to write about it today after all these years......well its because in all this time i could actually not find anybody to fill in the void that was left by you.......i guess somethings are naturally perfect.........when silence is understood so well.....when eyes are read well.....when smiles are distinguished well from fake and genuine ones......when the hands are kept on the shoulder to let one know that somebody's there to care......and a hug is given without asking for it........a relation couldn't be more well defined and cherished.....yes even today i find this the purest and one of the most perfect relation.......this friendship was....is and forever will be perfect and special.
Today i missed you and those wonderful days when to talk to you i only needed to open my door and step out......dont know why i did so suddenly.....but yes since i did i thought i'd pen it down. So today my best friend all i would want to say to you is A BIG THANK YOU for you gave me some of the best moments of my life......it will be treasured till the end of time......this ones for YOU......for whats true.....and unmistakably priceless. Cause of you i still remember the thank you's i say at every shop after buying stuff.......i remember not to take my parents for granted anytime......i've learnt to cherish the simplest moments of life.......enjoy the rainfalls and sunsets......have learnt to forgive and forget.......learnt to trust guided instincts.....tried to find some positivity in every negative aspect....
Things are definetly not the same no more..........this term as you said may even turn out to be invalid........but then like i always said for me......You were.......are......and will be always be 'The Best Friend' I ever could have.....Be happy.....God bless!!
For You,Today.....And Always.....
Today let me see you one more time......who knows this might be the last......
Today let me listen to you one more time......and make me feel fresh as the morning dew....
Today let me do this one more deed that i always wanted to do...... but kept procrastinating...
Today let me take in this fragrance of yours.....like a breath for dear life......
Today let me see you smile like never before........the one that makes me feel like childhood days.....
Today let me walk one last time on those lanes.....where my footprints will be remembered by those who trudge that lane after me........
Today let me share this silence one last time with you.......it told me the things i’d always wanted to hear.....
Today let me dance one last time with you.......and feel alive like never before......
Today let me read your eyes one last time......the volumes it has to say with that one look of yours.....
Today let me watch the sun rise and set and feel mother nature like never before....
Today let me say goodbye.......only to know that we’l never part.....
Today let me try getting enough of all this and i know the feeling will be Unparalled to Any....Ever........
Today let me listen to you one more time......and make me feel fresh as the morning dew....
Today let me do this one more deed that i always wanted to do...... but kept procrastinating...
Today let me take in this fragrance of yours.....like a breath for dear life......
Today let me see you smile like never before........the one that makes me feel like childhood days.....
Today let me walk one last time on those lanes.....where my footprints will be remembered by those who trudge that lane after me........
Today let me share this silence one last time with you.......it told me the things i’d always wanted to hear.....
Today let me dance one last time with you.......and feel alive like never before......
Today let me read your eyes one last time......the volumes it has to say with that one look of yours.....
Today let me watch the sun rise and set and feel mother nature like never before....
Today let me say goodbye.......only to know that we’l never part.....
Today let me try getting enough of all this and i know the feeling will be Unparalled to Any....Ever........
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